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Thursday, December 30, 2010

if i had to live my life over

"I doubt, however, that I'll do much damage with my creed.

The opposition is too strong.

There are too many serious people trying to get everybody else to be too darned serious."

-Paulo Coelho, attributed to Don Harold

And i was one of the serious people who now doesn't wish to be so serious, but can't help but bound to it due to many causes and unseen expectations.

What i have now is only youth.

What if i am gone tomorrow? The year after next?

No one knows.

You think i'm immature.

I know I've screwed up.

You think its for my best.

I know that you care for me.

Why can't you be other people.

But you are who you are.

I do not regret.

But please do not make me regret my youth.

Oh wells.

Takes a lil more time to prove my worth.

I really wonder how is it gonna be like once I'm 21.

Yet I do not want to grow up.

But i want to be treated as one.

And I am behaving as one.

Its just the mentality.

Weary of this phase of life.

I miss my parents of a few years ago before i entered college.

cancel the above- my family. sigh.

Its just work. home. work. joe.